Several years ago, I was part of a team working to raise awareness about human trafficking. During a time of prayer together, I had an image of a dark alley with shadows illuminated by a sinister red glow. I was standing at the end of the alley looking into the darkness, knowing it was full of horrible stories and misery. Then Jesus was standing besides me, saying, “Do not be afraid to enter the darkness.” Even though my life feels safe and full of light, He was telling me I didn’t have to be afraid to enter into lives with shadows because He would be in that dark place with me.
I’ve thought of that phrase often since then, when it seemed God was calling me to support someone who was suffering in ways far beyond my experience.
Recently, I heard some really hard stories in which God is calling me to get involved. On one hand, it made me angry that anyone has to suffer in the way they do. On the other hand, it made me angry because I sensed that my way of life – orderly, safe, pleasant – was going to be threatened. But then I remember, this is exactly what Jesus is calling me to do. “Do not be afraid to enter the darkness.”
I know that, for my sake and for the sake of others, Jesus has faced darkness worse than I will ever know. I pray I will be willing to go where he calls me to bring his light.
Have I not commanded you? Be strong and courageous. Do not be afraid; do not be discouraged, for the Lord your God will be with you wherever you go. Joshua 1:9