You are not the center of the universe.  I mean that as an encouragement.  Seriously.  I’m not saying you act like you’re better than anyone.  What I see is that you sometimes take the weight of the responsibility of the universe on your own shoulders.  You don’t have to.  It’s not required of you.  In fact, it’s not possible for you.  So instead of worrying and feeling guilty and anxious, remember who IS the center of the universe.  Let God be in charge of the weight of the world, because He CAN handle it.

For the Lamb at the center of the throne will be their shepherd; he will lead them to springs of living water.  And God will wipe away every tear from their eyes.  Revelation 7:17